what more is there

I don't know...

It's exactly what I feel...

After my studies, what the hell am I supposed to do?...

Of course, the obvious answer would be t get a job...

But, I never pictured myself even getting a job...

Primarily, I want to go to aeronautical engineering...

well, it greatly restricts my job opportunities to, well, aeronautics...

but...

I love it...

As those graduates said...

Passion is really important in your career...

Actually, my only problem right now, is where I will go to college...

I mean, how many aeronautics schools are there in the Philippines that's worth the money...

Sure the Air Force...

But they require 8 years of service here in the Philippines...

Which really sucks because not only is it a long time, there are pretty few planes that are working in the Air Force...

After all, all of the planes were donated by the US...

or by private companies...

And the government is proud of these planes...

They say they're one of a kind...

Well, they are one of a kind...

One of a kind in the Philippines only...

These are planes from other countries that were supposed to go to the junkyard...

But the other countries thought...

"Hey, we could benefit from this!..."

"What if we donate this junk to Third World countries so that we can look good?..."

It's exactly the case of those crashing Hueys donated by the US...

They were used in the Vietnam War...

And now...

They're here sending pilots to their deaths...

They are dangerous and the US does not admit it...

They say it's human error...

Human error!

Helicpter that crashed were "coincidentally" consecutive and "coincidentally" came frm the same lot the US donated...

This is why I'm being discouraged that the Philippines can support my dream...

Even though I am a government scholar...

I really can't lie...

This country is falling to corrupt and mindless officials who only think of their own selfish selves...

(Anyone who rejects this, supports the government, I'm bettin on that...)

This all I can say...

This may be the primary reason why I have no idea what to do with my life after college...

not even high school...

mood: mixed emotions
anger
wrath
and others
etc.